ntg much to blog and very much dead myself these days..

there are just things that bother me very much and i feel like it has been haunting me for so so long that i even forgot when it started. nvm i dont even wanna remember. right now i will just let life goes as it will and let god to decide what he will offer me. i'm too tired to even stand up and fight for my rights.
ppl leave for various purpose and reasons but if one day i'm leaving i would leave hoping to make a new life out of myself leaving all the past behind me. All the bitter all the sour. It may turn out worst than now i think the risk is worth taking.. life is all bout ~...taking chances...~ at least at the end of the day i could close my eyes and tell myself i tried.