i was trying to jailbreak my iphone and kaboom all my apps are gone.. god knows what i did..somehow somewhat i just have problem with manuals be it in life or things in general because i will never follow the instructions. even sometimes in lab i would do the wrong steps because my brain is just simply programmed to find shortcuts every now and then.

its amazing and scary at the same time how a person can affect you so much. you will start to see and change...