seems like so many ppl having trouble sleeping lately. my cousin, amy including me. arghhhhh all those application stuff are just damn 'fan'. make my head wanna explode. why do all those freaking companies wan so many stuff.. -_-" resume, testimonial, pay slip/income tax which i dun hav and i need to write some freaking letter explaining my financial status.. need to take passport photo then need to write stupid essays like why do u think u deserve the scholarship. -_-" Why? because i need it to freaking stay away from public local uni and get the hell out of malaysia. so many things to do so little time. need to read on the infomation bout the company offerring the scholarship somemore to prepare for the interiew. need to get formal clothes and shoes for interiew another thing to fan.. =_=" i was never good in outfits... feel like showing up in my new ecko shoes and jeans -_-"" everybody in the world is like 'fanning' their own things. i miss the 3months break in ny......... dunno when will i hav the chance again....