Humans r the bullshit that stained the world. 

Life can never fail to amaze you. A night out made me realized new things.
A resolution I set for myself

Sincere remorse and repent.

Jo
28 dec 2012

How do u feel if one day u realise the empire u build is tumbling down?

Then u thought its ok. u still have a ship and u can still be the captain of the ship and sail away to freedom

Unfortunately the ship is a sinking ship as well.

Chose a side 

The parader or the spectator 

It's a never ending drama

The side characters get tired too sometimes

Events change expectation and perspective in life
We do things we never thought we would.
 We learn to appreciate things we never did
We let go and embrace new things
See people that were once invisible
From mistakes realize what we really want in life

no longer see the point

.

still dont see it

no

two simple alphabets 

yet so strong

like a virus 

messing up your system

that cant be removed

Know yourself before knowing others.


For the first time I felt it. It has to be karma. How much pain and tears i need to pay back? I'm starting to doubt my decision. 


Does this has anything to do with being judgemental? 

not expressive. not really affectionate as well.
learn to accept, reflect, improve. 
observe and control


appreciate. 
dont get hurt. 

ponder but not over wander in thoughts
reminisce but not dwell in the past
all the good memories, preserve 

in the end everyone just turned into money slave.

commitment, work , responsibility...

that blog portrays what that person is chasing after in life. love? love is a luxury and not everyone can afford. so many ppl on this world traded love and passion for money as they slaughtered themselves on countless hours of work. a technician frowned when he was not allowed to do overtime when he should be happy for the time he could spend with his family. a man rather work on his off day when he could use that free time to do something he likes, a hobby or an interest. all everyone do is work and work and work even more. at the end of the day it is so tired that you dont even want to talk.

love and dreams are for the rich while the poor and middle class can only hope they can at least have the necessities to survive.

ironic how i read back what i wrote some time ago all i wanted was to come out and work and now i wish i could go back to study.

everyone wish to find a job what they love and working will not feel like working at all. how many actually succeeded?

is this the right decision?

What is it that I'm searching for really?