physics-acceptable and reasonable for my course
semiconductor-totally related to electrical and electronics engine
maths-needed in all engineering
life science-to be doc?
material science-ok wouldnt say very related to my field

all these will kill me soon...
none of these subj i have confidence in.
17 days more to finals.
need to read from start for every course
getting broke coz working less

ECP

wednesday was such a fruitful day. we did so many things in one day. breakfast at round 11 plus then moved on to wake boarding for 2 hours. i thought it was easy but i cant even complete half the round. the most i got was mayb about a quarter of the lake. lol. i think the ppl there also got sick of teaching me. it was tiring but exciting. Though i fell so many times and some of them i fell flat on my face. luckily my nose and lips are still in place. actually the lake is damn dirty with algae, seaweed, and some small water creatures. at the side of the lake is really gross and the ladder is full of moss. however, the fun i had is worth all the grossness that i endured. the next time i go again im so going to complete at least a round. after wakeboarding we went for dinner consisting of stingray, satay, chicken wings, lo bak kou, prawn mee all the unhealty food except of the coconut water. next was cycling and rollerblading. the last activity of the day was prawning. this really test my patience but at least i think its better than fishing. after 3 hours of prawning we only got 8 prawns and we went to one of my fren's house to cook the prawns. cooking our own caught prawns seems weird instead of sense of accomplishment and satisfaction. one of the prawns has a whole lot of prawn eggs in between its legs. we ate 7 prawns that night but we might have killed hundreds.

the temptations is just too strong for me to resist. sometimes i just cant help it even though i know its so wrong. i used to feel terribly regretful but now it just seems pretty neutral to me. its like whats the big deal.. maybe i should have stayed instead then i dun have to deal with all the shit from you. is that everything that i should devote myself to? im just tired of that already.

what is wrong about living the life that everyone is living? it just the process in life. you fall and u get back on your feet. i dun wan to be like you. why do u have to make me tell hundreds of lies? why cant you have faith in me that i will not turn out to be like her?!! must you catch every single word i said and tiny little action that i did and draw conclusion that im her?

please stop pressuring me...

recess week... will try to catch up wateva i've missed.
is this the life i wan?

insensitivity.. ignorance..absolute ntg to offer.

'tong sui'

walking bac after a tiring day of classes and work and you know that someone has cooked smtg for you and waiting for you to come bac to eat is such a bliss. it does not have to be shark fin or abalone even tong sui is good enough. even when you are working you will feel so motivated coz there smtg that you are looking forward to.

slowly im begining to like hall 7 .... because of the ppl that live in it.

running low on adrenaline now.. good night..

LOST IN TIME

arranging time schedule is such a trouble. u change here and there and in the end u dun even know when is ur class. 3 lost cows-2 went for tutorial when there;s none-1 went for lec that's not even her subj.
guess will have to stick with german...

very hungry now..

sometimes when you think you are having a bad time actually somewhere someone isnt having any better time than you as well..