all those lies and fake hopes

*speechless........................................

asean failure

i think i totally messed up my asean interview. i put my 1 st choice chemistry and biological chem which i dun even know wats has gotten into me that time. i didnt even like or took bio in stpm. so i requested for change. they approved me for e&e eng. ok. then during the interview they brought up these and ask me y so i say i like physics more. then after that things became harder to twist. there was this scholarship essay ques wat is ur biggest achievement. i wrote bout dissecting a frog. i hate living things and i'm afraid of things that crawl or jump but i managed to finish the task. tats was how i pulled off my essay. then prob came when they ask me according to ur essay it seems like u have interest in biology why change the course we offered. there;s contradiction of what i wrote and my choice of course. its like i chosed chem and biology course then i change to e & e coz i like physics. wth was i trying to say there. i'm so screwed....... not convincing at all...

ok. i'm blogging while pretending i'm busy replying customer's email. haha. hope my aunt wont find out. i just have to take the risk to complain abit here. beh tahan edi. some customers are just so freaking dumb. i stated there the stock availability is 'available' still they will call to ask is the book available. wth!!! cant u read. then there are another kind of dumb customers. they will email us a freaking long list of books to ask us bout the price when they could actually check online. thats wat i do to check. those ppl are just freaking lazy to check themselves. big swt ----_____-------""""""""""

finally some excitements after some donkey working period..wang lee hom concert!!! have been working non stop since the fair. boss that give me non stop works. very unlucky my place is expose and my boss can check on me all the time. she will give me work whenever i seems free. -_-" ok i dun wanna complain so much bout that. anyhow she is my aunt. not good to talk bad bout her. haha. i got my pay cheque!!!! 2nd cheque on the way. must reward myself 99. i think i need some massage. mayb i should go for spa. haha.




i'm craving for another vacation....

cracking my brain for so many things.

feeling regret for choices i have made

my bank account is frozen. -_-" i cant bank in my cheque. got to unfreeze it. set it on fire. haha

need to go bac ipoh collect my new IC. have been leaving it for a month. might not like the new IC coz they forced me to clip my fringe. must look like ah piao....

need to make alot of international calls. my phone now its like vacuum pam. its sucking in all my money.

start working

yesterday was my 1st day of work. everything is fine so far. no mistakes everything is smooth. but got some scratches on both my hands caused by the books. i pity my boss(my aunt) it seems like every year during this time when we r so in need of ppl to work there's got to be some trouble with the stocks coordinator. 2 years bac, that lady her uterus fell or falling or smtg i'm not sure but the main point is she cannot work and carry heavy books. then last year that woman she was a pain in the ass according to my aunt. she dont help much all she did was chat and gossip around so in the end my aunt fired her. then this year, this one she got a lump in the breast and she is bout to undergo a surgery to remove it and she is not working at the fair. i think this post is under some curse and my aunt ask me to take over the job if the lady cannot work after the surgery just for the time being. hopefully there wont be anything misfortune happen to me if i am to substitute her place.

my vaio got scratched..... arghh... its only bout 3 months. i need to buy a cover soon......








finally two applications gaodim. few more to go....

i hope u all go bankrupt soon... -_-"