i'm going to get my pay check soonnnnnnnn....!!!! cant wait till sunday.

its been long since my last post. haha. i got a job here. consider myself lucky coz the economy is so bad here and so many ppl got fired. i got in coz i got a referral from inside thanks to my aunt. i;m currently working as cashier in some restaurant called better burger and yes like its name it sells burgers and other food like fries and hotdogs etc. but only they r organic. lol. the staffs there r actually very nice ppl though almost everyone of them r spanish ppl and me and the other guy r the only chinese ppl around except for the manager. basically my job is to collect money and answers delivery calls and some other side work as well like cleaning the tables and refill stuffs. they hav foods which i hav never heard of like peanutbutter squash or wateve so i had some trouble with the calls coz i dunno how to answer the customers. one bad thing bout cashier is that if at the end of the day the counter is short cashiers hav to fork out the money. the very 1st day i was 20 dollars short and damn my partner and i had to tip in. i paid 7 bucks and he paid 13. however we also hav tips from customers so minus the tips on that day i paid only 3 bucks. luckily the next 2 days i was never short again or there goes all my pay.

the trip in canada was fun and i really miss my aunt's cooking and the house including my cousins there. i love the house especially the backyard. haha. i like it after snowing. the backyard was spacious and we could actually play snow war there. my aunt used to plant things there in the summer.



this is outside the house. the snow here can go until up ur knee.

















this is the backyard. hahaha. the whole place was covered with snow.





















this is my aunt's house





thats at night. anyone who saw me must think that i'm a freako who came out in the middle of the night to take picture. haha. it was bout 1 am that time. my cousin and i were watching tv then we saw it snowing outside so we went out a while but i cant really capture the snow with my phone.








this is a skate rink near city hall in toronto
















this is queens street. i dun really know where issit but there's many clothes shop on the street.








the building behind is Much Music. its like some destination for music videos, live performances and interviews celebrities.


thats all i could post for now. me and my cousin r actually stealing ppl's line. so sometimes the connection is really bad.

hello 2009!!! what is my resolution? none actually. just hope i can get rich. haha. i kinda regret coming to canada this early should hav come here after new year. guess how did i spent the last second of 2008. in front of the tv laying on my bed. -_-" how miserable. i saw on tv the celebration in new york it was so damn fun thought it was really crowded but if i were in NY i would hav go anyhow. so there i was with my cousin wishing each other happy new year. --__--" but then my day wasnt so bad in the morning coz i went to niagara falls. it was even colder than anywhere i've been to. the wind was so strong. i could felt my body almost being lifted. -___-" then i wore the wrong shoe. it was so cold that my feet were numb and i couldnt feel them.

that is my uncle and cousin. the wind is so strong.













see the bridge behind? thats the bridge that connects canada and US.












the water looks like kopi 'o' in malaysia












there;s actually a casino near there and my aunt thought we could enter at 18 but unfortunately its 19. that guard ask me to come another year. so much of thinking of wining money.

canada here i come!!

haha. i just got here yesterday morning. a very unfortunate thing happened to me when i was coming from new york. -_-" we got picked for spot check. -__-"
do we look like terrorist? -_-" ok mayb we look a bit messy coz our flight is in the morning and we barely opened our eyes. nvm. anyhow we boarded the plane. it took only bout 1 hour + to reach toronto. if by bus it takes 10hours. one thing i notice is that canada do not hav many high buildings like ny which is a good thing and the air is less polluted i guess. other than that its colder here and it snowed again today. snow here can get up to really high. when i walked on the porch of my aunt's house my leg just sank into the snow. then followed my aunt walk around a bit. thats all i did yesterday but today might be going out.

in NY

i'm finally in ny. 22 hours of flight is really tiring. i slept like less than 6 hours. 12 hours from klia to stockholm (sweden) then another 8 hours to ny. the view of ny city on the plane was amazing. it was so beautiful with all the lights down there. i was so careless than i didnt bring my camera along so i didnt capture that view. once reached all i could see were white ppl. mayb a few blacks. it was night time and it was cold. the first night was ok i guess. i was so tired. i couldnt adjust my body to the time here and i woke up in the middle of the night to eat. -_-"

day 1
i couldnt sleep well the night b4. today i accompany my cousin to look for information on uni and colleges in ny. we travelled totally on foot!!! i have to bare the cold and walked miles from here to there to everywhere. as usual my fingers and hands were almost frozen... i miss the sun and heat in malaysia.... and while i'm in malaysia i was always complaining bout the heat. the day here ends at 6 smtg. its like 7p.m in malaysia by 6 and the sky is all dark. after 6 we just stayed at home and played my cousin bro's ps. then we went bac to my other aunt house to sleep.

day2
another bad night sleep. like the previous night my stomach woke me up. i really dunno y we ate more than usual in malaysia but we feel hungry easily and my the shit was more. -_-" i think if i continue eating like tat by the time i come bac m'sia i will become fatter. the portion of food here is freaking large. one meal i think i could eat for 2 meals.
2nd day the cold is too much. my legs were shaking all the time and i felt like hibernating. it snowed. it was beatiful it was like seeing cottons falling from sky then it melt once reached ground. though i couldnt see snow covering the road but cars were all covered with snow.
my cousin and i were so excited and we were like two 'san ba po' getting all excited over snow. hahaha. the local ppl would think we r crazy. then i think it was bout 8 smtg my cousin bro walked us bac to our house. it was so damn cold that i wore double gloves and every second i just hope i could reach home faster that i dun even look at anything just following my cousins bluntly.

day3
we went to manhattan by subway. the station is underground. just like in lrt ppl in there mind their own business and u can hardly see any smiling face. either they were sleeping or just sit and dream. it took 45 mins from my place to manhattan. manhattan is more like a city than my place there were many high buildings. we went in some uni admission office and the ppl there were so racist and so not friendly. they look at ppl based on their skin colour and poor us looking like a typical chinese they hav the perception that we came from MAINLAND CHINA!! WTH??!!
themoment they heard my cousin is a citizen all the sudden change -_-" another day of searching for colleges and uni done.

( oh ya i forgot to mention the water here i dunno whether its polluted or they put too much chlorin or smtg its white in colour and i will be bathing and washing with it for 3 months)

day 4
first thing we did today was i went to some office thinking of applying for a social security number. dont ask me wat issit i hav no idea my aunt just ask me to apply. there i was at the counter asking and that guy there was so impolite -____________-""" i just asked less than 3 ques and he was doing all he could to dismiss me. its like WTF?!!!! arent they suppose to serve us politely?? he dont feel like answering my ques and he asked his colleage to serve me using mandarin thinking i DONT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH!! felt like showing him the international sign. i should have reply to him i dont fucking understand mandarin.
in fact he's a chinese american not even pure american.
we finally recognised some roads and we took train to manhattan again to settle some of my cousin's uni stuff. after that we walked around manhattan. finally we met someone nice in ny. this student advisor was a nice guy he helped as much as he could and do whatever he can to answer our ques. i think he;s a honorable man too. he took law and he say his passion was to serve ppl and he would like to help students as much as he could. what a nice guy and he was quite nice looking for a black. haha. after settling everything we went to bryant park there was a skating rink there. mayb one day i will go. we took train bac on our own and didnt get lost. wow.

My birthday

happy birthday to me.... haha. ok now only i'm posting bout my birthday and this is the very 1st time i post again after so long. haha.

on the night b4 my birthday i was reading in my room. i was really concentrating and doing a really brain cracking ques. then suddenly lights off. i bet the 1st reaction everyone would have is like WTH @#$%^*(& same for me. i was shouting WOI! Y OFF THE LIGHT!!! then my mom and bro coming into the room with the cake. i was surprised and embarrassed at the same time. haha.




one candle i turned 1 year old that night. haha.


















this is from su yin and yinyee. its the cat not the dog.









this is from ciara. it has my name carved on it. sorry to disappoint chingmun the name is joanne not siksik.. and i'm going to use this pen to sign contracts worth billions in future. hahaha.

this one is from amy midya and meiwenn. i got tricked twice until i got my real present. -_-""













overall i had a great birthday and i was very happy.


27oct08
SO MANY PPL DIE Y CANT HE JUST GO TO HELL!!!!!!! I SWEAR I WOULD BRING MY FAMILY OUT OF THIS HELL HOLE SOMEDAY!!! AND HE CAN ROT HIMSELF!