tomorrow is a new beginning.

start afresh 

positive attitude

be willing to learn

prove to myself that i can do it

i dont need other ppls approval or acknowledgement

leave good foot prints in ppl's life

be humble and not condescending

i really dont have the strength
ppl say those who committed suicide are failures
i say they are the real brave ones.
all those in movies are not real there is no happily ever after.
nothing is forever
other than death.
im starting to understand how suicidos think
for im turning into one of them

could  go any more lower than this?

nature really just cant be change no matter how hard you try.

some ppl just really dont deserve to live.

im prone to depression

reality is like this 

though we claim everyone is equal human being 

noone really is

if only theres one guide book

its mistakes that made us who we are.

pay attention to details. 

its so difficult.. i hate myself for being like this sometimes. 

poker face poker face.

this world is all about poker face. 

people with the best poker face r the ones that get the world.

must remove all negative thoughts.

i dont wanna be another one